The importance of life.

Today Taylor flat out told me that I'm the one in charge of light crew next year. He had kind of been hinting at it but now it's official. And my head is spinning...

I am so so so excited! That means that no one besides D is above me. I love lights and they are a great way to express myself. And I guess I feel...special...? Haha. That seems lame but I feel really important and respected. Which is really nice because it seems like theatre is really the only place that I have worth. So it's nice that I have a lot of worth. :]

On the other hand...I'm frightened. I don't want to let them down. And I feel like my head can't hold near as much knowledge as it needs too. I feel like Taylor is going to come back to see shows and just be like are you kidding me? But I'm more excited than I am scared...

Ask Callie...he gave me that news and I was just kind of in shock. Haha.

I'm important. :]

I hurt everywhere....

So yesterday was the last day of the Theatre II show. Hallelujah! But it was a very eventful last day. So I was walking past a wall that was part of the set and I bumped into it slightly but just kept walking past it. But this wall thought it would be a great idea to fall on top of me. The wall literally fell on top of me. It was probably one of the scariest things that has ever happened to me. And everyone was sure that I had a concussion, and I will admit I felt a little loopy and confused but mostly I was just tired. I kept almost falling asleep everywhere and someone would run up and shake me awake. So Libby finally got my mom to bring me to the doctor. And I didn't have a concussion, so that's good. Just a big bump on my head and an sore body. But hey! A wall landing on me could have ended a lot worse. :]

Hey! Hey....

The way lyrics wrap themselves around my brain is quite....delectable. :]


A girl like you is impossible to find, you're impossible to find.

The silence isn't so bad 'til I look at my hands and feel sad 'cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

I try and just kick it but then what can I do? We've all got our junk and my junk is you.

I want your love and I want your revenge you and me could write a bad romance!

Suddenly Seymour is standin' beside you. You don't need no makeup, don't have to pretend.

Thursday I don't care about you it's Friday I'm in love.

No one to tell us no or where to go or say we're only dreaming.

Everybody's gonna love today gonna love gonna love today!

Young love is such dumb love call it what you want it was still enough.

You're my object of affection, my drug of choice, my sick obsession.

And if you were a kiss I know I'd be a hug.

Anything that you might do. I'm gonna do to.

I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else, but you.

What you've got boy is hard to find, I think about it all the time. I'm all strung up my heart is fried, I just cant get you off my mind.

Watching's you the only drug I need!


Lovely, lovely day. :] :] :]