Blech

Urg! I'm so mad at myself! So my pact to not talk about Rich at all....obviously not working. I totally failed...and I'm sorry to all my friends...for talking about it. I'm just so angry. How could he move on so fast? Honestly. He already has another girlfriend. Do you want to know when that happened? While I was in California...so that's why everything was so weird when I came back. I'm gone for one week and he moves on. And doesn't want to be my friend anymore. One of the hardest things was that his mom facebook-ed me and told me that I should stop by sometime. So I flat out said to her "I would becasue I miss you all! But Rich hasn't talked to me for a week and I don't think he is going to anytime soon..." There now she knows. Cause she obviously had no idea. Whatever. He doesn't want to talk to me anymore? He wants to move on to a girl...oh I forgot to mention. If I'm not mistaken...he dated this girl before. And she cheated on him...with his best friend. And she lives in Arizona...and isn't even moving here untill August. I hate him. I honestly do. Hate him. And to my friends...don't tell anyone...cause I wan't supposed to know. :P Thanks :)

So Zach wants me to randomly come visit him before this month ends. Which I totally want to. I even told my mom I would pay for the plane ticket but she is being really dumb about it. Urg...I hope she lets me go. Cause I really want to spend some time with him. And if I would go I would probably go on saturday. Which would mean I would be there on Father's Day! Haha! :D He's supposed to call me in about an hour to talk about stuff...mostly about me being all concered about him drinking and stuff. He says it's no big deal...but I really think it is. I've seen enough people get screwed up by it...I hate it. The 2 things I honetly hate right now...Alcohol (which will be the one thing I hate for the rest of my life) and Rich. Which is a big deal...cause I try really hard not to hate people. I know I won't hate him forever. It's just right now....I'm angry.

I had a lot of fun today though. Well Libby was here obviously when I woke up cause she slept over. And then Brian came over later. And then Jordynn came over. And then we went to Jordynn's mom's house and rescused a baby bird and then took it to her dad's house. But on the way there her car kept over heating...so we had to stop...and then Libby's step-dad came and got her...and Angie's mom broght her to where we were. Haha. And then the 4 of us hung out for a while. It was quite fun! :D

Remeber: The only time your liver gets exercise is when you laugh! So laugh often! :D