My itunes is working again! :D Yay!!! Not much happened today...I slept real late. That felt nice. Haha. I am feeling a little weird today though. There were three things that were really bugging me all day.
1. I was upset with Angie for the first time today. It's because last night she slept over here but she went to another movie with Adam and I didn't want to 3rd wheel it again. And I just felt like she wanted to hang out with him a lot more than she wanted to hang out with me. Which really hurt my feelings, but now we are talking about it. So it's all good. :] Haha. When me and Angie get upset with each other it's not for long.
2. This whole thing with Zoey is really confusing. I got a big speech from people at play practice on Friday about how I should stay away from her and not be her friend and everything. And what I want them to understand is I'm not saying I want to be best friends with her or anything. I don't know if I want to be her friend or not. I just don't want to hate her and I don't want her to hate me. I'm turning over a new leaf this year of confronting people on things and not hating people. She's never done anything personally to me. So I might as well be nice to her.
3. I hate this one...it's so dumb...I miss Rich...my heart hurts...Idk what to do about it....
Why I sometimes feel like I'm going crazy
9 years ago
okay tasha, if anyone gives you shit for treating zoey like another human being instead of a rabid animal like everyone else in the theater department does, then let me know and I'll bitch the fuck out of them.
ReplyDeleteMe and zoey have a class together and are talking about things too so everyone else can just shut the fuck up. :/
nobody knows how to forgive. D:
Except I don't really HATE zoey...I just don't care for her. And not because of Rich. It's because she used Trimble to make Rich jealous which almost caused Rich to hit Taylor over something he didn't even fucking do!
ReplyDelete...and I don't forgive when people mess with Trimble. I can't. He's my heart...
but i still can talk to her and wave and shit and not be like AAAAAAA HATRED BURN IN HELL
haha yeah that's true. (:
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