Oh...life :)

So...I've been at camp since Sunday and boy...have I had a blast! I love camp so so so so so much! I don't think anyone could understand how I feel when I'm at that place. Camp Judson is the love of my life. When I'm there...Idk...everything just makes sense. I love my camp friends so much and it sucks that I only get to see them once or twice a year. Those kids are amazing. I'm just glad I get to spend until Saturday with them. :) Me and Angie are having an amazing time! I have no idea how that girl ended up in my life. Why God blessed me with her, with any of my friends for that matter. But I am so happy he did. That's another thing I love about camp. Afterwards I just feel so connected with God...it's truly incredible. I love it so so much! Ok...so shall I write a bit to my friends? I think so. Maybe...just a reflection on everyone.

Angie-Like I said. I'm so blessed to have you. I don't know what I do without you. Bless you! (She just sneezed :P) Who would I make terrible harmony with? Who would I tell everything I'm not supposed to tell anyone with? I love you so so much girl!

Ginny-Ah! My love! :D I can't wait to see you when I get back. I love you so so much. :) Thanks for everything. Giving me the biggest laughs, and listening to me while I cry. You mean so much to me.

Libby-Now, you are a girl truly sent from God. He sent you to me and I could never thank him enough for that. I would have never been able to get through the past weeks without you. Thank you so much for talking to me for 50 minutes on the phone when I didn't know what to do next. Idk what I would have done that night if it wasn't for you. You are heaven sent and don't ever forget it. I love you so much! And God loves you...more than you could imagine. :)

Brian-I love you. So much. Thanks for giving me a shirt to climb Mt. Baldy in. :) You are a truly amazing boy. The girl that ends up with you will be the luckiest girl in the world. And if anyone ever hurts you...she better watch out for me and Ginny. :P I love you! :D

Sean-Oh Seany boy. Sorry to wake you up on Tuesday when we called from the top of Mt. Baldy. :) But everyone else was working! Haha. Our college is going to be amazing! :D I love you!

Jordynn-Sorry I hadn't talked to you in forever! Haha. But your call made my day today. :) I love you so much and thanks for thinking of me. And you are the only friend that has ever truly held me while I cried. And you have no idea how much that means to me. I will always love you. Thank you so much for everything and we are hanging out when I get back to Sioux Falls. Maybe...with a black man named Elias! :D

Merecedes-I think you read this but I'm not quite sure. I know we aren't super close or anything but I just wanted to thank you for being a part of my life. You are adorable and I love you so much. :)

Kit-Oh boy...haha. I know he doesn't read this but I don't care. :) Jeez...we used to be so close. Those were some crazy times. Why did you change so much when you came out? It doesn't change who you are bud. You've always been this way. And no matter what anyone says you ARE NOT going to hell. I don't care what anyone says. I know you are not and I have proof in the Bible for you. Just because you are gay God is not going to send you to hell. I am 100% serious. God loves you so much. Remember, he doesn't look at you as the gay boy and me as the straight girl. He looks at you as the sinning boy and the sinning girl. We are the same in his eyes.

Izzy-I know she doesn't read this either...but oh well. I Love you girl. I'm not going to lie. But you can be a bitch. That sounds real mean but it is true. I miss the great times we used to have but I can't do it if it means giving up Ginny. She's been there for me way to much to give her up. I'm sorry our friendship didn't work out to well. I'm sorry.

Rich-Idk if you will read this...but yes I did get this idea from you. And thanks for what you said. It was real nice. I would love to go back to the time when we sang Elephant Love Medley at the top of our lungs in your car and passerbys thought we were insane. Haha. But I know we can't go back. And I'm ok with that. But, I would love to move forward. I know after everything that has happened we will never be as close as we used to but...could we at least be friends? I miss you buddy. I really do. And Idk if you miss me. But I'm ready to forgive and forget. Maybe we could even sing a little Moulin Rouge. :) And I know you probably don't want to hear this cause last time I said something along these lines you got mad, but God loves you. So so much Rich. He really does. Honestly. I don't you don't believe it and I don't know how to get through to you. But he does. And I love you too. In a brother way. Really. We can be friends. I know we can. :)

So...I think that's everyone. I have some more to write about camp but I'll wait until I get home cause I need to go shower.

Love love love love love! :D