I <3 vbs! :P

So......last time I wrote was Saturday night. Wow. Haha. Well...vbs is going great. I kind of love it...a lot. :P Haha I'm such a nerd, but I think it's a lot of fun. :) Cause I get to see Libby, Sean, Jordynn, and Rich everyday. And I'd say we all have a pretty bon diggity time. :) So...Sunday after vbs me, Sean, Libby, and Jordynn went to subway. :) And yesterday afterwards me, Sean, Libby, Jordynn, Rich, Elias, and Rich's friend Caleb all went to Jimmy John's. That was a lot of fun too. :) And then today me, Jordynn, Libby, Sean, and Rich went to DQ. I forgot how scary/fun it is to ride in Rich's car. Haha.

I love Libby Trammel. :) Sorry...I'm kind of copying the paragraph you wrote to me. I am so so so so so so so so happy that you are believing that God loves you. Cause he absolutely does. And you have no idea how happy that makes me. Like unbelievably happy. :D :D When I was at camp they were talking about how if someone goes to hell you will never get to see them again and so if you have friends who aren't too sure on the whole God thing that you need to talk to them. And my very first thought was "I hope I can talk to Libby about all this stuff...cause Heaven wouldn't be any good without her." And I don't mean that in a "you're going to hell" way. Oh gosh...I just sounded like a bitch, didn't I? Well...I meant that in a nice way I really did. I'm sorry if it didn't come across that way. And I have an answer to a question you asked me the other day. In case you don't remember you said "If God loves everyone why does he send people to hell?" And I'm with you on that one. It still confuses me a lot....but I have somewhat of an answer. God doesn't just send people to hell if they don't believe in him. He brings everyone to heaven at first and if they look at Jesus and say he's not real then they go to hell. Does that make sense? If it doesn't I'll try to think of a better way to explain it to you sometime. But if you ever have a question about God I'm here for you. Cause you always say that I'm so happy and I care for other people and stuff...but the only reason I'm like that is cause Jesus is in my heart. Trust me...it's an amazing feeling. And I would love to help you feel that way. :)

So...life is pretty great. :) Sometimes I feel a little bipolar or something...cause I'll be real happy one minute and then I will be crying the next over nothing...and then I'll be real happy again...maybe that's just cause I'm pmsing. :P Haha. But yeah...should I be concerned? Eh whateves. Another thing is...I'm starting to think better of myself. Like...I don't think I'm beautiful yet...but...looking in the mirror today...I looked ok. And I'm really trying to be less annoying. I think I must have bad hearing or something...cause I don't realize when I talk loud. But oh well...I'm trying. :) Life just gets better everyday. It really does. Thank you God for everything I have. :)

:D ~Peace! Love!~ :D