"The hardest part of living is just taking breathes to stay." I couldn't agree more...
Any boy that I've ever been close to or that has played a big part in my life either hates me or doesn't care anymore.
I must be defective.
I've been crying again. More than ever. How can someone decide to hate in what seems like over night? But it happens I guess. This whole thing with Sean is just like a break up because I love him just as much as I loved Rich just with a different kind of love. And it just feel like my heart is breaking after it finally got sewed back up. And I didn't even get the good happy stuff before this.
Goodbye Sean. I'll miss everything we used to have, but it obviously doesn't mean anything to you anymore. You have Claire. And she's enough. Maybe someday we'll find what we once had...but it will be hard, because the Sean that was my best friend doesn't seem to be there anymore. I miss him. And I love him. I a
lways will.
Any boy that I've ever been close to or that has played a big part in my life either hates me or doesn't care anymore.
I must be defective.
I've been crying again. More than ever. How can someone decide to hate in what seems like over night? But it happens I guess. This whole thing with Sean is just like a break up because I love him just as much as I loved Rich just with a different kind of love. And it just feel like my heart is breaking after it finally got sewed back up. And I didn't even get the good happy stuff before this.
Goodbye Sean. I'll miss everything we used to have, but it obviously doesn't mean anything to you anymore. You have Claire. And she's enough. Maybe someday we'll find what we once had...but it will be hard, because the Sean that was my best friend doesn't seem to be there anymore. I miss him. And I love him. I a
lways will.Goodbye.
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