And I Will Wait and Watch the Hours Fall In a Hundred Separate Lines

I'm not sure about life anymore...sometimes I feel so happy...and then I want to do nothing more than hide under my covers and cry.

And I'm tired as shit. All the time.

And it snowed for the first time. I really hate snow. I really hate winter...it's just so depressing. Ugghhh.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I have a great life...why can't I just be happy? I try. I really do....