Variety Show is done! I have...free time...?

I seem to be writing less and less these days. Which is quite sad! I'm just so busy! But I don't think I'm just going to write about what I did these past days even though it's been pretty great. Just a lot of stuff with friends and such. :]

But there is something I feel I need to write about. I've talked about it to all my friends. But for some dumb reason I feel like writing it on her makes it "official" like I'm admitting it for real.................I like a new boy

About time right? Haha. Jk. Libby was right. After I stopped caring so much about finding one I started liking him. And I can tell that I like him for real. Because my heart does that thing where it will speed up really fast and I can't help it. It's weird having that feeling again. After my heart being dead for so long. But it's nice. Really nice. The problem? He'll never like me. Unless there is a miracle...which I guess could always happen. :] I'll keep praying.