Cigarette after cigarette can not help to calm your fear

Libby! What an amazing idea. So Libby and Sean recently went through people in their lives and tried to imagine what life would be like with out them. So here it goes.

Angie: So amazingly different I can't even begin to imagine. You made me the person I am today. I am so happy I can be your oldest and best friend. I've had so so many memories with you. California!!! Just imagining life with out you makes me heart ache. You have been there for me through everything. From the time in middle school when I had only 3 friends to being made of for liking the Beatles in elementary school to everything that happened this summer. I'm so happy I'm in band now so we can spend even more time together. I love you so much.

Libby: Gosh...I don't even want to think about what life would be like without you. I know one thing for sure...I wouldn't have made it through everything. I might be dead right now. You are the one I talk to when I'm crying and just can't seem to stop. And you are the one who gives me a slap in the face when I really need it. You are one of the most extraordinary people I have ever met. You are more beautiful than you could possibly imagine inside and out. I love you so much.

Sean: You are sitting right next to me right now playing neopets...hopefully that will distract you from reading this until it is time. So first...hahahahahaha...sorry you just made me laugh really hard. I love how into neopets and Pokemon you get. You never fail to put a smile on my face. You were the one boy who didn't abandon me at the beginning of the summer and you will never understand how much that means to me. When I had lost all faith in the male population you popped into my life even more than before. You are my best guy friend and I know I can go to you for anything. Life without you would be...terrible...I would have completely lost faith in boys as of now and would be super depressed. And all alone right now. :( Haha. I love you so much.

Izzy: Oh girl! I have missed you so much. And I'm so happy you are a part of my life again. Imagining life without you is a little easier because all I have to do is think back to this summer (sorry!). Life without you is definitely...less exciting. You always know how to make me crack up! And just the wacky stuff you do...it's just hilarious. I love you so much.

Brian: Oh boy...you are so so silly. Life would be different without you because I wouldn't have calling me a slut and a whore everyday. Haha. Jk. You have changed my life so much in ways I can't explain. You helped me to see thing through a boys eyes. And taught me that boys think with the wrong head. Haha. I love you so much.

Merecedes: My finacee! I can't wait until we get married. And I know that I have many other people to marry and such...but you are the only one on facebook so feel special. If you weren't a part of my life...I don't think I would completely understand how to love so purely like you do. You see the world in such a different way than most people...a much more beautiful way. And you make me feel good about myself for loving Jesus. And for that I love you.

Zoey: We haven't been friends for very long but in the little time we have I think I have noticed that life would be different with out you. First, I don't think I would understand how much people forgive if it wasn't for you. Because I was such a bitch and you still find a way to be my friend. Also, I think that I would feel like I was the only one that was dumb enough to waste so much time on Rich. But you made the same mistake as me. Which makes me feel better about life. Haha. That sounded kind of mean...sorry. Also...we are like the same person. It's really scary actually. Haha. And who would be my son's best friend when we grow up if it wasn't for you?!? I don't know I can tell you that much! :P I love you!

I love you all so so much! :D :D